Starting a new blog has been particularly hard for me this time around.
I've never had a problem putting down in writing what I think or what I feel, but after our loss on April it was hard to talk about it at the beginning and I found it even harder to be able to put it in writing.
There isn't much I can say about it, it was all very sudden and unexpected. The whole experience left me feeling empty and helpless for a few weeks....it was one of those situations where you are part of it but can't do anything to change what's happening around you.
Mike and I weren't really looking into expanding our family, as 3 boys already seemed like enough, but we welcomed the idea of being parents again when we were told by the Dr. that I was pregnant again. Needless to say losing the baby hit us both really hard.
I'm really happy to say though that we have decided to TTC again and go with the flow and hope that we will be holding a new member to our family sometime next year....
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