Well I thought the next time I would make an update it would be when I had news on a BFP (big fat positive) and I would be talking about the due date, and ultrasounds, etc ...
Well things have changed a little bit. We are still planning on trying to have another baby but we have decided to postpone it for now.
It was a tough decision to make, I'm still feeling somewhat sad about it, after our loss on April the hope of being pregnant again sometime this year was something I was really looking forward to.
Yesterday night was like an epiphany, while thinking about homework I started thinking about how much we want to be able to buy a house in the near future and how much we are looking forward to relocating to Washington State within the next 3 years.
I don't necessarily think that having another baby will make it impossible for us to reach those goals but it would for sure make it that much more difficult.
After a long talk this morning we both agreed that for now we will concentrate on saving money to be able to relocate. We will be FINALLY graduating school on 2010, about 1 year 1/2 away so our chances at better jobs look more promising (at least that's what we hope for- LOL!)
So as it stands right now 2011 will the year we jump back in our TTC journey again.
This would have been our 5th cycle actively TTC so I'm thinking that things happen for a reason and if it didn't happen up until now maybe it's because it's not meant for us at this point in our life, but maybe in the future.
Many of you know already that I've about had it with Miami and nothing would make be happier (besides winning the Lotto of course) than moving out of here! Once Mike and I finally agreed that Miami was not really where we wanted to stay and raise our family, Washington State was the place we chose but it had been left at that, just a choice. We haven't been planning or saving towards that goal, so that's what we are planning on doing now.
We are hoping that we will be able to pack everything up and move for good at the latest by the end of 2010.
The second change is that as of today I'm on diet! (this time is for real though) not a crazy diet and definitely not a crazy exercise routine, probably something I can fit in between working full time, going to school full- time and being a full-time mom and wife... I haven't really paid much attention to my weight lately and I've definitely gained more than I wanted to and I can honestly say that I'm in the worst shape of my life, going up and down a flight of stairs gets me exhausted!! - LOL
So I'll be posting periodical updates on how my weight loss journey goes, I'm hoping to lose about 30 lbs within the next 6 months so wish me luck :)
xo
Urs,
2 comments:
i am so with you on moving out of this god forsaken place!!! im either going to TN or NC! the b.f lives in TN and NC the best friend lives there.. i was hoping you ment washington d.c but you said state... made me sad a little cause well THATS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CONTINENT! im glad to see you both are well.. i miss you
Hey Em,
Yeah my heart is in Washington, Pearl Jam took me there the first time but once I was there I fell in love with it :)
I'm glad you are heading out too, and that you are almost done with school I'm sure great things await you.
Miss ya too!
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